Today I am overcome with emotion, almost undone. Joy, disappointment, excitement, sadness, pride, and love all made an appearance today. Some of them made multiple appearances or for extended periods of time.
I watched as our son, a senior, ran his final cross country race. He ran well and I am so proud of him. But knowing it is the last one brings with it a sense of loss. This sport that has been so much a part of our lives for so long, is now over.
I gathered with a group of girls as the ran their way into third place, thereby securing one more race at the state level. Watching them cheer each other on was thrilling and rewarding.
Watching it all with me were my parents who had traveled from Oklahoma to be a part of this important day. Each time I am able to visit with Mom and Dad is a joy. Saying goodbye when the day was over was heart wrenching.
Experiencing so many emotions in such a short time was overwhelming. What I have learned is that I must fully allow myself to experience each one so that I can process them. As I drove home from the meet, I reviewed each emotion and let it run its course. When I don’t allow myself that time those feelings stack up they tend to run amuck in my head and that causes me to become undone.
Kelli, dear he, I remember so clearly those last Senior moments that remind us that our babies will soon leave the nest. It’s hard. It hurts. It’s emotional. But, it’s also rewarding. Look at the huge accomplishments, the knowledge and maturity they have gained. I’m so thankful your folks got to come, even for a short time. You and yours are truly loved and blessed. ❤️